Most of my life, as I look back, I never truly knew who I was or where I belonged. I did however know how to put up a very good facade by “doing” and “being” who I thought I “should” be to earn my acceptance in the world.
As a young sensitive soul with very little confidence, I took on the desires and needs of others as my own, lost my sense of self and therefore, felt out of control with life. Over time, as I hit my early twenties, I started taking control of the one thing I thought I could control and that was my body.
As an empath and sensitive soul, I could feel everything, not realizing in those moments, more than what I was feeling, wasn’t even mine. I found it hard to be present and in my body, I felt disconnected from my truth, unable to see my true beauty through a dysmorphic view of myself, and my spirit felt sucked dry of its true essence. My confusion in who I am, what am I to become?
I felt powerless!
After finding myself passed out on my floor due to my out of control self-deprecation and deprivation through an eating disorder was when I decided to make this so called “burdened” life into a journey of healing. I had a choice in that moment to continue to suffer or to take this opportunity to start over and create the life of my calling. It wasn’t easy!
This began not only my journey back to health but my finding and following my spiritual path where teachers showed up in just the right time and with my insatious hunger for growth, I immersed myself in teachings and trainings along the lines of holistic health, life coaching, somatic facilitation, shamanic healing, Energy medicine, sacred dance, movement, ancient archetypes and you name it, all to reclaim the parts of me I lost along the way of life and releasing what no longer serves me, so that I could guide others with love and compassion on their journey.
This is when my gifts began to show themselves. Gifts I always had but never quite understood how to receive such as my psychic gifts of claircognizance, clairaudience and clairvoyance, gifts of being an empath and divine spaceholder, to where I can tune in and see who you truly are on a soul level and to feel what’s blocking you from being in that divine expression of yourself, to intuitively guide you ever so gently and lovingly back home to yourself, to get you back on your truest path.
After years or releasing layers of low self-worth and confidence, I have been able to help hundreds of others transform their relationship to themselves so that they can live the life of their calling and nothing brings me more alive than that! .
I am known to be a guide for lost souls who are trying to find their way home back to themselves, their truth, power, joy and beauty. Who are ready to reclaim their sacred sovereignty rather than follow the paths others have created for them and in turn, give their power away.
During this process, and as I was continuing to grow (as I will never stop!) – something magical happened. I have studied feminine archetypes for sometime now – and more so through the wisdom of my body as an ancient “remembering”. Yet this one was different, and it came at a time that I had a major breakthrough in my own journey. Where I orchestrated a profound healing on myself that allowed me to open my heart and release the grievances I was holding onto that enabled me to let go and forgive myself and others from past events and experiences. I felt my whole body tingle and shake with tears streaming down my face. The beauty of this experience I will never forget. The next day as I continued to ask for guidance – I was met with the energy of the Empress in my meditation. She asked me to embody her, to feel what it feels like to embrace the Empress within me and in that moment, it all clicked. I wrote 20 pages in my journal of teachings and wisdom from her and why it all clicked – It is the Empress who had been teaching me all along – who represented what I stand for – love, beauty, rebirth and being the portal between the spiritual world and the material world – bringing it into form, for there is no separation, and her owning her sacred sovereignty. I do nothing without her and it was from here on my life really began to take form, the joy and tantric ecstatic bliss would overcome my body and bring so much delight it can be intoxicating at times (in a good way!). My connection to the earth and her medicine and my connection to my intuition is amplified. My relationship with my husband has healed from being close to broken to the most beautiful relationship of love and connection I can ask for and so much more just keeps unfolding.
She teaches me every day how to stay true to myself, as a sovereign woman of power and creativity, owning my unique truth and beauty, and I want you to experience her just the same.
Nothing brings me more alive now than guiding women on this path – they – YOU deserve it! And as we shift, as does the collective human heart of humanity!
As I look back now, no matter what struggles and challenges came my way, I can be grateful for the experiences I’ve gained and how they have been the catalyst for much of the work I do today.
My body, my “self” and of course my Inner Empress – are now my allies.
And they can be yours too!
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